The walls you've built to keep all the people out that have hurt you are keeping you locked in a small place, not near big enough for your wingspan. Do you want to fly as an eagle or stay caged in a small familiar place that will forever limit who you really are.... You will continue to hurt and hide until you forgive those that have hurt you. They may never even know you have forgiven them but it's the key that unlocks the cage you've built. Walls have two sides and the outside is limitless but the inside is very limited. You sit there and stare at the same walls thinking your showing "them" how strong you can be but they have moved on and you are stuck behind your wall.
"Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:" (Philippians 1:6 KJV)
God has work to do in you, tear your wall down so He can show you how big His world is.....
Scott L Boatner