I feel that everything is falling apart and I could have made a better choice or not...
I feel the weight of my family and especially my grandchildren because I'm concerned if I'm putting enough in them to take them the distance...
I feel the pressure of my daily life like the weight of a mountain sitting on me....
I feel that my tears are putting tracks in my face that will just get deeper as time goes by....
I feel that today is still yesterday and tomorrow is already here but where did today go.....
I feel that I'm strange because I like the night better than the day... I wonder if it's because I can see His light brighter in the darkness and it's because I can hear His Voice clearer because there are not as many distractions in my darkness....
Sometime I just feel He is as close as my skin, so I just sit as still as possible, I weep, I question nothing, I pray for those that the Holy Spirit brings to my Spirit then I sit worshipping and I wait.... I can't see to read because of tears so I just hold my Bible.....
Sometime......
"Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when I SIT IN DARKNESS, the Lord shall be a light unto me." (Micah 7:8 KJV)
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I Believe,
Pastor Scott L. Boatner